...When Life is Complete...
Sorry to ditch you for so long dude. Didnt have the time to write anything *proper* for you, and well...ummm... I am not really in the mood to write a good, structured piece of writing even today... Part of the reason is that its almost 10 in the morning right now and I havent slept all night, and part of it is that I am distracted by the thought of someone... One of my best friends once said to me that you KNOW you have fallen in love when you start recognizing the cologne that your beloved wears... It seemed kind of mushy at the time when she said it, but I guess sometimes even in our mushy-ness, we tend to touch upon the little details we so often miss out...
I am ACTUALLY in love. ( I wont be writing all this at ten in the morning if I wasnt ). And well I am proud to say that I have fallen for one of the most amazing girls that I have ever met. And I had NEVER imagined I would fall so madly in love with someone of THAT sort. But well, Cupid has his own ways. (What a bloody bugger ! Seems to complicate things when they are not supposed to get complicated !)
I think I should go to bed now. Have to wake her up before I go to sleep.
But maybe a Pablo Neruda poem before anything else. Its called 'Don't Go Far Off, Not Even For A Day'. Its a really nice read for me right now, perhaps because I can relate to it more...
Don't go far off, not even for a day, because --
because -- I don't know how to say it: a day is long
and I will be waiting for you, as in an empty station
when the trains are parked off somewhere else, asleep.
Don't leave me, even for an hour, because
then the little drops of anguish will all run together,
the smoke that roams looking for a home will drift
into me, choking my lost heart.
Oh, may your silhouette never dissolve on the beach;
may your eyelids never flutter into the empty distance.
Don't leave me for a second, my dearest,
because in that moment you'll have gone so far
I'll wander mazily over all the earth, asking,
Will you come back? Will you leave me here, dying?
Thanks a million bloggie. I guess my life is really complete now... I am actually doing weird things now... Just wonder when I'll delete this post ! But kher, in any case, at 10 in the morning, you just gave me the perfect excuse to think and write *something*. Thanks a million buddy.